I seem to remember posting a more recent post but it has disappeared. No matter.
Well, since noone ever checks this blog except perhaps once in a purple moon, I shall just tell the truth.
I believe the sacred bond of Kingly friendship is slowly but surely disappearing. I believe some of the blame may be attached to me. I have been an extremely irritable person lately and I do not blame anyone for not liking me very much during this time. Looking back, I myself do not like the person I have been very much. I have snapped, nagged, bitched and lashed out in all tools of sarcasm and irony available in myself at all the Kings lately and I am vastly ashamed of it. I am deeply regretful and repentant. I can only hope to be permitted a Kingly pardon from every King I know and love.
It is a fact of life that the people closest to us will once in a while tend to annoy, aggravate and even infuriate us sometimes. Clearly nobody is perfect. It is living with these imperfections that makes the relationship special. I admit I have not been a very considerate person lately and I am sorry. I reiterate the fact that nobody is perfect and can only hope for your forgiveness. Know then at least that in my 16 years of life I have never met a more true group of friends such as the Kings. I think you all know that I was not a very clever girl in primary school in terms of picking friends and well, none of them has ever stood by me the way you all have supported me. For this and so much more, thank you for giving me the most valuable gift you could give, your friendship.
Our friendship has different beginnings, different depths and closeness. Though I have known you for barely two years (or in the case of Amanda, four) I feel as if I have known you all my life. I suppose this is why I find it so easy to pick fights with you and feel angry at all of you. Perhaps deep down I believe that through it all you will all still love me as your friend.
While I do not know for sure if you all truly do feel this, I can assure you I do. I know you might think it's easy for me to say this when I have been the one to have caused you much pain with my harsh words and blunt sarcasm and yet I truly feel a deep affection for all of you. If I think about it, I can't imagine what I would do without the Kings. While realising I have not shown it, here I am saying clearly and with as much truth and sincerity I have in my heart, I love you guys. You are really the best friends anyone would love to have.
Well, I shall stop my deeply sentimentally gagging monologue now. ^^
Love to Infinity & beyond, The King of Lame
Well, since noone ever checks this blog except perhaps once in a purple moon, I shall just tell the truth.
I believe the sacred bond of Kingly friendship is slowly but surely disappearing. I believe some of the blame may be attached to me. I have been an extremely irritable person lately and I do not blame anyone for not liking me very much during this time. Looking back, I myself do not like the person I have been very much. I have snapped, nagged, bitched and lashed out in all tools of sarcasm and irony available in myself at all the Kings lately and I am vastly ashamed of it. I am deeply regretful and repentant. I can only hope to be permitted a Kingly pardon from every King I know and love.
It is a fact of life that the people closest to us will once in a while tend to annoy, aggravate and even infuriate us sometimes. Clearly nobody is perfect. It is living with these imperfections that makes the relationship special. I admit I have not been a very considerate person lately and I am sorry. I reiterate the fact that nobody is perfect and can only hope for your forgiveness. Know then at least that in my 16 years of life I have never met a more true group of friends such as the Kings. I think you all know that I was not a very clever girl in primary school in terms of picking friends and well, none of them has ever stood by me the way you all have supported me. For this and so much more, thank you for giving me the most valuable gift you could give, your friendship.
Our friendship has different beginnings, different depths and closeness. Though I have known you for barely two years (or in the case of Amanda, four) I feel as if I have known you all my life. I suppose this is why I find it so easy to pick fights with you and feel angry at all of you. Perhaps deep down I believe that through it all you will all still love me as your friend.
While I do not know for sure if you all truly do feel this, I can assure you I do. I know you might think it's easy for me to say this when I have been the one to have caused you much pain with my harsh words and blunt sarcasm and yet I truly feel a deep affection for all of you. If I think about it, I can't imagine what I would do without the Kings. While realising I have not shown it, here I am saying clearly and with as much truth and sincerity I have in my heart, I love you guys. You are really the best friends anyone would love to have.
Well, I shall stop my deeply sentimentally gagging monologue now. ^^
Love to Infinity & beyond, The King of Lame
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