SAY LOVE, SAY LOVE!
Heylo laaadies!!
FIRST OFF.
OH MY GOODNESS WHERE HAVE I BEEN!@#$%^&*&^%$#! Its sooo my fault lah, haven't checked the blog in FOREVAH! and then when i finally do...BOOOM! WOOOOAAAH! like really man! my heart did somersaults inside! its soooo pretttttty! and not to mention, pretty ACTIVE TOO! i love you human beings! wait, we're kings, which makes us somewhat "descendants of a HIGHER ORDER"! I LOVE YOU, DESCENDANTS OF A HIGHER ORDER! and tkob (TE-KOB, THATS how i'm saying it) you are like, woah. we should name you TKOP ~ THE KING OF PHOTOSHOP+photography! HMM THE king of photoshophy! or the king of photogrop! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA i really am random aren't i?!
OKEDOKE, back to blogging proper.
can i say something, i feel sad for the OTHER one. i mean, like.. yeah. I mean, if the other one doesn't care at all, then i'm okaylah, but its.. so poor thing? yeah. i mean, imagine if the other one saw this!?! five. five. FIVE. five...FIVE! haix.
its not that i don't understand how the rest of us are feeling, but i mean, still, as a friend, surely there is a way that this should be done? surely?
DON'T SHOOT ME, PLEASE!! FREE SPEECH! HEH :D
anyhows, life has been pretty dandy for me. OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT, well i'm really behind my maths ( i failed my first maths test, 5.5 out of 30. shoot me now) and econs (lets not start.) and chem (HAH!)... wait that makes... ALL MY H2s! man, i really am behind time. I mean for things that HAD a foundation which was covered before i came, i'm super screwed.. but for like GP, i'm fine, and for PW, i'm VERY fine... but other than that... SHEESH. i mean now, if anyone asks me if i regret going canada, i won't be so sure that my answer is no. OKAYLAH, I'LL SAY NO, cos i really don't regret (family is hard to beat!) but there really are serious repercussions to my decision.
HELP ME! I'M DROWNING. IN A PIT....OF SELF-PIT-Y! (haha, get it, PIT of self-PITy? no wonder i married LAME!)
oh, and on other things, non-academic related. I truly feel the way i did in cedar. I'm still the social butterfly i once was. *flutter, flutter!* but sometimes, i feel really lonely. You know, like, you know everyone, but then in the end of the day, all those someones you know, won't be there to catch you when you fall. tell you guys the truth, i really am very, insecure of my importance to others. I truly am. Maybe my new friends might go " eh, we will lah!!! where got!!!!!" but i need assurance. I need assurance that i'm wanted, that i'm needed, that i'm loved. Self-love, much? You guys know how i am, will i really tell you guys to tell me all that? OBVIOUSLY not! hahaha, i mean, if ever, i usually seem like a girl filled with confidence up to the brim. WEIRD thing is, i really am quite confident, and also very much insecure. Is it actually possible to be both??? haix...
ITS NOT AN EMO post by the way, its just me doing some thinking, at a place i don't want OTHER other other people to see!
NEXT.. hmmm i think i have A HELL LOT OF kings photos!!! SO since i do, i'll post 'em up! SINCE this is the majestic blog!
LOTSA KINGLY LOVE!
tkoR~oopps :D!
FIRST OFF.
OH MY GOODNESS WHERE HAVE I BEEN!@#$%^&*&^%$#! Its sooo my fault lah, haven't checked the blog in FOREVAH! and then when i finally do...BOOOM! WOOOOAAAH! like really man! my heart did somersaults inside! its soooo pretttttty! and not to mention, pretty ACTIVE TOO! i love you human beings! wait, we're kings, which makes us somewhat "descendants of a HIGHER ORDER"! I LOVE YOU, DESCENDANTS OF A HIGHER ORDER! and tkob (TE-KOB, THATS how i'm saying it) you are like, woah. we should name you TKOP ~ THE KING OF PHOTOSHOP+photography! HMM THE king of photoshophy! or the king of photogrop! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA i really am random aren't i?!
OKEDOKE, back to blogging proper.
can i say something, i feel sad for the OTHER one. i mean, like.. yeah. I mean, if the other one doesn't care at all, then i'm okaylah, but its.. so poor thing? yeah. i mean, imagine if the other one saw this!?! five. five. FIVE. five...FIVE! haix.
its not that i don't understand how the rest of us are feeling, but i mean, still, as a friend, surely there is a way that this should be done? surely?
DON'T SHOOT ME, PLEASE!! FREE SPEECH! HEH :D
anyhows, life has been pretty dandy for me. OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT, well i'm really behind my maths ( i failed my first maths test, 5.5 out of 30. shoot me now) and econs (lets not start.) and chem (HAH!)... wait that makes... ALL MY H2s! man, i really am behind time. I mean for things that HAD a foundation which was covered before i came, i'm super screwed.. but for like GP, i'm fine, and for PW, i'm VERY fine... but other than that... SHEESH. i mean now, if anyone asks me if i regret going canada, i won't be so sure that my answer is no. OKAYLAH, I'LL SAY NO, cos i really don't regret (family is hard to beat!) but there really are serious repercussions to my decision.
HELP ME! I'M DROWNING. IN A PIT....OF SELF-PIT-Y! (haha, get it, PIT of self-PITy? no wonder i married LAME!)
oh, and on other things, non-academic related. I truly feel the way i did in cedar. I'm still the social butterfly i once was. *flutter, flutter!* but sometimes, i feel really lonely. You know, like, you know everyone, but then in the end of the day, all those someones you know, won't be there to catch you when you fall. tell you guys the truth, i really am very, insecure of my importance to others. I truly am. Maybe my new friends might go " eh, we will lah!!! where got!!!!!" but i need assurance. I need assurance that i'm wanted, that i'm needed, that i'm loved. Self-love, much? You guys know how i am, will i really tell you guys to tell me all that? OBVIOUSLY not! hahaha, i mean, if ever, i usually seem like a girl filled with confidence up to the brim. WEIRD thing is, i really am quite confident, and also very much insecure. Is it actually possible to be both??? haix...
ITS NOT AN EMO post by the way, its just me doing some thinking, at a place i don't want OTHER other other people to see!
NEXT.. hmmm i think i have A HELL LOT OF kings photos!!! SO since i do, i'll post 'em up! SINCE this is the majestic blog!
LOTSA KINGLY LOVE!
tkoR~oopps :D!
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